Xavi is no longer there…

Sunday, 03 December 2023

This is how I want to remember you. This was the one and only Xavi ….

My big little champ. Father of Xygan and Xanu …. so you are still full of life with you 13 year and exact 5 months and suddenly it's over. You couldn't do it anymore, something in your body short-circuited to such an extent that it was no longer dog-worthy. You have always been a tough, proud guy and you should remain so. Until the very last moment. Your light should not go out as a shadow of what you once were. That's not you and I won't do that to you. I want to remember you as that tough, muscular but above all proud guy. Without you were my 2 other great guys have never been there. I can't explain to you how grateful I am to you for this. It simply couldn't have been better… Things certainly weren't always easy for you, drops of sweat, tears but also so much joy…. I have learned so much from you, They say you get the dog you need… you were the dog to teach me that… how it should not be done, but also how it should be done. You gave your life for me when you had to. Nothing would ever happen to me (in the dark) on the street, you were always next to me. 1 word was enough so that no one who had no bad intentions would simply let it pass, talk or whatever. But oh woe if I didn't whisper that word… what should I do now? What will Xygan and Xanu do without their dad??We'll have to give it a place, That will probably happen, but right now it isn't possible yet… even if you were 13.5… I felt like you were immortal, your muscles were still there, physically you were still fine, your face still wanted it too… only something somewhere in your body has defeated all that unfortunately… from everything to nothing, maybe that suits you too…. you always gave 300%, never but 1% fewer. Not in the IGP, not at home, not anywhere… Xavi, I will miss you terribly, but I wish you the rest you deserve. I'll take care of your great boy here… you can look down on them with pride from up there. Your father Xito and grandmother Xena are waiting for you up there, take good care of them until we get there too…give them a big hug from me. I give you my last physical kiss today… but you will always remain in my heart. Always… I will never forget you. Good luck, handsome, tough but above all sweet Xavi… Heaven has added another star, but we have lost you…..Doug Xavi…. see you…. X …. We will see each other again, I know that for sure.